The LONELY Weekend’s when you are an only child

She said today was the best day ever, she got to spend it alone with Mr.A. She called it borrow a brother day. Punch right in the stomach. URGHHH… Days like this kill me, because we know she would be the best biggest sister ever. Days like this make me feel guilty, should I have tried harder, worked less, tried to have another right after I had her, focused on my health more. So many what if’s… Anyone else with one child that get’s this? This is the “you are not alone” type of post. I get it. On a more lighter note I spent the whole afternoon with Mr.A playing student in Ella’s class and got a 24/30 on my science test. Happy Saturday! #theuniversehasaplan